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nico taquito.

the front of his announcement.

duh, he has to have a food nickname. it was either taquito or nico pico…de gallo. lol. (we now have ella mozarella, anna banana, nori cacciatore, olivia activia ‘livers’, mia tortilla, and nico taquito. :) )

he looks so cute and peaceful because he just squirted out the back of the sling all over the pillows and the studio floor beneath him. siigh.

the front of his birth announcement.

the back.i want to kiss his face off.adam should have zoomed out a shot and captured everything that was going on in the studio at the time. hilarious. from how we hung the sling, to where and how i was laying, to the splatter beneath him. it was a site to see.

something about a teeny baby in their daddy’s strong arms, makes me melt.

this is totally “corny” according to adam, but i still love it. his issue is it’s too studio set up which is fine, but it’s not our style. if i shot this in natural light, with whatev blurred in the background, he’d love it. ;)

lights make his hair look kind of red. weird cause it doesn’t look like that in real life.

 only a week old here.

about one mth! man that faaaleeeew by!

adam was at work so nori was around which i thought would make me miserable while i tried to take a couple shots of him. instead, she was being super sweet and wanted to be involved. once when we were dressing them at the same time, i let nori hold him skin to skin. like anyone who has held a baby skin to skin (best feeling in the world!!!), she didn’t want to let go. so while i was taking pics she says, “mommy i cuddle with nico. i take my shirt off too. hold him!” i went with it. :) i know i’m emotionally attached to this image cause it’s my own kids…but seriously…does it get any sweeter than this?

i’m always fascinated when i see people compare their children in the exact same outfit and at the same age. well i would have loved to do that, but my kids are drastically different. :) i just happened to see this onesie and wondered if it fit him yet. yah, that won’t fit next week!

Nico: 3wks 10.6lbs 22.5in                                                                               Nori: 3mths 10.9lbs 22.5in

that’s all for now. happy new years loft(3) friends! heart, melanie.

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’twas bittersweet.

christmas was different this year, for many obvious reasons.  bittersweet is the only word that can describe my feelings. being a family of 4, carting 2 kids all over the place with the hustle and bustle of the christmas eve/day. it was exhausting, but fun. then there was the whole emotionally exhausting aspect. i wasn’t a walking train wreck like i could have easily been over the 48 hrs. i shed many many tears, but tried to stay present and happy in the moment, which is what ali would want. i had many good conversations with different family members about their thoughts on ali’s presence, heaven, and the future. at one point i thought i just wanted to rush through the days because i was ready for every second not to be a reminder of our loss and i was ready to move forward and try and figure out this new life we have to lead. but then it occurred to me that the season didn’t really matter at all. she was part of my daily life for 28yrs, most of those we lived in the same house. every where i go, we’ve been together. each room in every family member’s house, i picture us together. it doesn’t matter the day, holiday or not, everything holds a memory shared with my sister. everything.

ben went and spent christmas morning visiting her. i just couldn’t do it. i question if i will ever be able to go “see her.” i can’t grasp the concept of her body, her face especially, being underground. being confined in this dark casket, beneath the dirt and my feet. makes me so sick to my stomach i can’t think about it. ben says he feels closer and more connected there, which i’m so happy for him that he feels that way. i’d love to find that peace one day. i CAN’T WAIT to find peace one day! i miss her terribly. but i’ve realized so many of my tears are shed because of what she was missing. isn’t it so silly for me to think that way?  she’s not missing anything at all. i know she is always with us. ben and i were assured of that on christmas eve. i kept telling myself a thousand times over that she is so stinkin’ happy right now, why am i being sad for her/us? i don’t know for certain what it’s like up there, but i know it’s amazing.

as a family we always go to “midnight mass’ on christmas eve. each year we add more kids and now we’ve taken over 2 pews. ha! so we get home real late and have to wake up too early to travel house to house for each christmas between our families. nori is a night owl and likes to sleep til 9 at the earliest. we woke the kids up to cuddle in our bed christmas morning around 8. they wanted nothing to do with waking up. in fact, when we told nori santa came and brought her presents she said, “i don’t care!” and rolled over. ok then! lol. she chose to sleep another half hour with nico…holding his hand because she LOVES holding someones hand as she falls asleep. adorable. thankfully the day after christmas we all slept in til 11:30am and caught up on our zzz’s.

then we got dressed and headed out, of course 20 minutes late. but i had to capture their cuteness! i’ve never dressed up a little boy before. it was pretty fun. :) i sewed my first clip on bowtie. i make hair bows all the time, it was fun to change it up a bit!

i have taken a few pics of nico over the last month. i’m going to blog them soon. i swear. the house is a damn wreck right now though, have to fix that. it was nice to see everyone’s posts about that on fb yesterday. i’m glad the christmas tornado hit other houses too! i have no idea where to put all these gifts the kids got. a little too blessed this christmas. i hope santa was good to everyone!!

heart, mel

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merry christmas!

i hope everyone has a lovely day today and tomorrow, doing whatever it is that you do during the holidays. i wish i had the time and

energy to send Christmas cards to everyone i’d like to, buuut i don’t so i just have to share it here. the cards aren’t even mailed yet

either! ha! i just received them yesterday and finished addressing them late last night. so family, act surprised when you open it! :)

and because i just love this little video, i want to share it as well. it was hard for me to watch (the first 10 times) but nori asks to watch

it all the time, so now i can just enjoy it like i did when ali sent it to me last year.  we don’t have a ton of videos with ali and olivia both

in frame, but we certainly have a bunch where she is talking to olivia. i know olivia will cherish this forever, as will my family. :) olivia

was just a few months here. i love her little smile!

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love to you all! heart, the paces.

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